April 2010
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September 2009
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June 2009
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I love to wake and bake
it really is great. I did this morning. I thoroughly enjoyed it. I can’t wait until I get back from europe and have my apartment and can smoke whenever. and yes, I am STILL sexually frustrated, although not as much.
May 2009
34 posts
I can't figure it out.
If I am so mentally fixed on thinness, why am I not trying to lose weight? I haven’t even TRIED to eat less. maybe I’m scared. maybe I know how awful it was to ruin so many relationships and miss out on so many experiences. I think I am too afraid to go back to the hell-hole life I used to had. That is what is saving me. I don’t want to go back, but I feel like I am back there in...
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10 things you wish you could say to 10 different people right now… 1. I’ve been lying to you about something and wish you could know but you would hate me if you did. 2. I like you. 3. I want you too. 4. I can’t stand you. 5. I wish I were you. 6. I never liked you. 7. I’m nowhere near who you think I am. 8. I am so proud of you. 9. I am worried about you,...
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I can't stop thinking about death
everything is seeming spoiled by the fact that it won’t last forever. the concept of mortality is taking over my thoughts and I feel like everything is useless. I can’t figure out how people live so hedonistically and are okay with it, yet sometimes I am hedonistic myself.
I love lipgloss. Especially when Blair Waldorf is wearing it.
If I am so free..
Why do I constantly feel like I’m running out of time? It’s summer. I should be letting go, but all I’m doing is counting the minutes.
I realized that I procrastinate posting
I have been meaning to post, but I just have so much to say it is too overwhelming. I think my problem right now is that I know I should be happy and I know I should be appreciating all of the amazing opportunities of traveling and summer and life that are being given to me, but in reality I am just overwhelmed with options. I have too much to choose from and my perfectionist ways are coming back...
“It’s the regular days, the ones that start out normal.. those are the days that end up being the biggest”
This is really surreal
I am sitting at the airport right now. I am going home and not coming back to school for a really long time because I’ll be studying abroad next year. I am really really going to miss KHC. … and legal THC.. HA.
April 2009
60 posts
Finally.
Some down time is in my reach! Wow. I am exhausted. I have been working and working and working and am finally able to take a break. It’s amazing how much I can appreciate stillness after such a hectic couple of weeks.
This makes so much sense to me.
rockandrolleyesl:
I just want you to know that i love you. not because of anything you do for me. not because you love me. not because you tell me i am beautiful, no. i love you because you are, in every way, everything i need. you have a brilliant mind, and you are so rational and so smart.you are beautiful. you are my complete opposite. you are the mind, i am the heart. if only you could see how...